Here without you...

For a while, I refused to give up.

He can't be gone, I though to myself, He can't leave me like this.

I sit beside his memory day in and day out, hoping that maybe one day he'll come back to me. I have tried numerous methods of distraction, but the more I try to disregard or replace him, the more I realize how much I need him in my life.

 It's was my fault, I have no one to blame but myself.

Being without him makes me feel like I am driving around in circles, finding myself trapped in dead ends.  Without him, I am useless.

The thing I miss the most is the way he lit up when I ran my fingers across his face. It was like magic. It was the fastest way for me to get what I wanted from him.

He was and still is, the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing to cross my mind before I drift off to sleep... I will miss everything he ever shared with me...

But more than anything, I'll miss the music storage capabilities... Rest in Peace iPhone 4... You will be missed...

~V

King

Today I know what it feels like to be Mr. Charlie Sheen.

WINNING

It is amazing how having confidence in something changes everything. I hate to jump the gun and be happy for myself, but I deserve it!

I woke up this morning and thought to myself, today is going to be a great. I wrote down three tasks the dry erase board behind my door and read them over and over. Reading it, understanding it, and believing it.

So far.. two of my three "to-do's" have gone off without a sitch. I'll have to wait until tonight to see if the rest plays out, I have a great feeling that it will :)

Everyone should try and make a habit of making a to-do list every morning, nothing crazy, just two or three things that they would like to do or happen throughout the day. Being able to accomplish small goals like that really make the day so much smoother :)

Happy St. Patrick's Day Everyone!!!

Phone Photo Challenge

So it all started as a fun night out for a friend's birthday. "Meet us at the bar!" she exclaimed, "It's my husbands birthday!". It's a relatively friendly bar that never gets too packed, but is always filled with good company and great music.  However, this night was not of the norm for our favorite neighborhood pub. There was pounding music with bass you could feel down to your bones. It wasn't until I was mashed against ten different people while trying to order my drink when I realized I was at a Rave. Lovely I thought to myself, I'm surrounded by people on drugs I had never even heard of. 

I figured it was time for a stronger drink. 

"Jack on the rocks please", I practically pleaded to the bartender.  Megan, (my knight in shining armor) made my drink quickly and waved away my money when I offered to pay. I gulped down half the glass and shook my head. "Hey!", she yelled from across the bar, "If you can't beat 'em....?!" 

A smile crossed my face as I realized she was right. Looking around the room I searched for a way to embrace the chaos around me. (Without going near the drugged out hippies) I felt two words escape my lips as I transformed into a 5 year old. 

FACE PAINT

What an awesome night. :)

Heart Challenge

Hi! This is my first week with I Heart Faces. My Aunt Irela Cueto Palumbo (find her blog!--http://myphotographiceyebyirela.blogspot.com/) inspired me to join in on all the fun!